Then I have another friend who was dealt some adversity, and absolutely amazed me at what God did through them. I just don't understand what the difference is. I am just in that fleshing it out moment. I asked the "big" questions, which are only really big to me. It's tough sometimes to ask God the questions you aren't sure you want to answers to. But as always He answers with such a passion, enthusiasm, and love. It's not for us to know everything now, and probably when we have the capacity to know we won't care. It's just that we always questions and sometimes God is mum on answers......i think for more of the reason that the answer to one question would lead to more questions, more than He doesn't want us to know. He just so loves us.