Erwin McManus

I am reading two books at once, and man they are torquing my paradigm. "Stand Against the Wind" by Erwin McManus is turning out to be a really good book. now it is small and only a few pages, but each page gives you something to chew on. This makes it a long drawn out experience, but a good one none the less.

"So many of us have abdicated our passions for obligations as if passion is a luxury for the young and we all must grow up one day."

That is deep, and a little bit convicting to me. cheers, please pray for Ted Haggard, he is a sweet man and is in need of our prayers!

politics politics politics

So election day is coming, and I am so sick of these commercials. Hollywood should not influence us on whom to vote. I really feel like that is completely unethical. I mean it didn't work for the dixie chicks. They have had to cancel tons of shows. I don't think it is good on either side of the isle. Carol Keeton-Rylander is an idiot, who has grandiose plans without a way to fund them. Kinky tries to play the "anti-Politician" but I have met and talked to him, and he is nothing but a politician tot eh core. I just feel like any politician that runs negative campaigns mean that they cant' stand on their own merits.

Life is sometimes funny.........sad.....painful......lovely...........and........love

So, I have had a few new things in my life, one of them like i am single, but I am not sure that it is forever.

This is what I know, Jesus is awesome, and I definitely want Him more in my life! I know that left to my own demises I will always be my own worst enemy! I am the one who causes the problems in my life! God is working though, and I know that God is in my and all around me and because I know that, GOD is rocking my world! I love God and Iknow that He loves me because He says so in His Word! Be blessed I will update you on my progress, but please continue to pray for me, my friend are the best in the world!

Hey you...why so mean

That is what I have been saying to myself in the mirror. I have become the person I don't like. I am at least acknowleding it, so I feel like I am at least working on it. Or that is better said, God is working on it. I just get inraged, which is a sign of my spirit not being in control, but the flesh! EEk, it is so unattractive!


God, help me, be like is You: gentle, kind, and understanding.

I have a hangover....

Not from alcohol but from Telethon. Oh, my I am tired, and pretty much exhausted. I have been coming home and taking naps! I don't EVER take naps! But on the on the hand telethon was up this year, ao that looks good for me! I could not have done without God, I mean I like to sleep, and telethon does not allow that! Late Monday I was working on PURE adrenaline (or however you spell it)!

so this is the big weekend....

So, this year weekend will be the 41st annual Jerry Lewis Labor Day Telethon. I am the staff rep in charge of the whole shindig. It is going to be fun, and I am sure stressful, but more fun. I love my job, I love helping others, and I get paid for it. I am pretty sure there is no better job!

Wow, I can't BELIEVE I did that....

So, I went to Garden City Kansas this past weekend. It was awesome. I went with 11 even other people from the church, and we ministered to the people there. I was part of the Presbytery team that was honored to give God's prophetic vision for GC. I'm sure Tha every time  I minister I am humbled. God come sin such power. It is awesome. I am tired now, and being attacked. PLEASE pray for me. I am sure I need it!